shudder shock of pale.

sometimes, when i am tired and worn down, i go and hide in the bathroom. i can spend a whole hour in the bathroom, just thinking or just not thinking at all. it's something i have been doing since i was much much younger. i think something about the bathroom makes me feel safe. maybe it was because when i was still in elementary school and scared of everything in the world, they always said the bathroom was one of the safest places during hurricanes. but i don't think that's the core reason, just an added bonus.


and right now, i don't want to leave the bathroom.